September please don't f*cked up again as always!

Just less than I a week I'm gonna start my new job at Ipoh, Perak. Will discuss about it on the next post. Just wanted to say that lately I didn't understand what my desire is; What is life? Happiness? Success?

I don't know if that was necessary in this cruel world by the way. Not feeling depressed though, just a mindful thinking.

Also, being disconnected through a social world makes me feel more secure with my value of life. Probably you wouldn't understand. But ever since that day when I despise those who I love the most, I realized about how many times fly that I've wasted on all those stupid desires.

a total bullshit to be honest.

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Before this, I did not realized it.

That sometimes the thing that I do love and adore the most,

Will became the very thing that I hated,

You just never know it until you know what despair is.