Raya 2026

Brainstorming how to achieve peaceful life before reach 40's.

3.3.2024

 Assalamualaikum.

Short notice.

Semoga encik zack dapat menamatkan zaman bujangnya tahun depan. InsyaAllah aamiin.

p/s: save the date

2022 Summary

 2022 Summary

1. Managed to hide my struggle, keep my hustle hidden ftw,

2. Try my best to save money but things happened.

3. There were people that "Actually" reminds me of my birthday (colleagues) thankss man.

4. Finally realized that money is not that hard to earn, but happiness is more important.

5. Thank you is not enough, for those who still see this post. 

2021 Summary

1. Get full dosed.

2. For the first time I kept my hair more than a year. Dah serupa Awie dah.

3. Murah rezeki sedikit. Alhamdulillah.

4. Baju dah saiz XL.

5. Next year? Kahwin la kot. Dah tua dah.

Peloles gila babi semua ahaks

mas vs airasia

dari dulu lagi guwa teringin nak post benda ni. pasal apa?

pasal betapa antinya guwa bila nak ngadap airasia punya pe'el compare dengan MAS ni. Guwa tiba tiba rasa nak cerita ni pun sebab guwa baru sampai kk hari ni. cuti dah start der. kejenye tengah mencarik la ni. hak tuih.

guwa rase la, sepanjang guwa naik dengan airasia ni. tak penah sekali pun guwa rasa puas hati, atau erti kata lainnye, hati sedap and happy. Mesti ade jer yang tak kena bila naik dengan depa ni.

paling common sekali la. pasal luggage. hari ni jer guwa punye luggage dah exceed 5kg. and depa suruh guwa pegi bayar rm187 cenggitu. mampuih la guwa nak carik duit kat celah pungkoq sape nak korek sampai rm190 tu kan? dah la poket guwa masa tu tinggal rm70 camtu. boleh cover dalam 2kg je la nampaknye. sebab dorg caj exceed sekilo dalam rm37.

nak diciterkan. hari ni punye citer guwa agak bernasib baik sebab brader dekat kaunter tu suruh guwa bukak beg tu and kurangkan mane yang patut sampai la ngam ngam 25kg. tapi bukan sampai situ jer. memang tak dapat la guwa nak kurangkan sampai banyak gitu sekali kan?

then guwa cube la teknik ni. korang boleh assume yg guwa bawak 4 beg. guwa labelkan satu2 A, B, C dan D.

A=17kg

B=13kg

Mula mula A + B = 30kg. dah exceed. then kene suruh kurangkan 5kg.

C ngan D ni beg laptop guwa and hand carry. C = 5kg dan D=5kg.

pastu guwa pindahkan barang2 dekat B ke D. dalam 5kg. so value baru depa sekarang ialah:

B=10kg dan D= 8kg

then guwa pun proceed hantar beg A dan D ke luggage. dengan berbekalkan hand carry 10kg + beg laptop 5kg. jadah ape beg laptop sampai 5kg? ade laa. ngko ape tau. kuikuikui.

setel dah bende tu. sekarang ni malas nak citer panjang. guwa nak sambung rehat. pasal MAS tu don't worry. all good sepanjang servis dorang. guwa kasi 4 bintang.

p/s: ni cerita lama dah berhabuk. tiba-tiba terpost.

JPJ Time (Part 1)

And so today, 19th March 2019 I have 2 good news which may changed my live for being an adult.



Ok stop, malas nak speaking.



So hari ni guwa nak citer pasal hari ni, merangkap hari guwa mengambil ujian JPJ utk kelas D. Citer ni simple2 aje, cuma nak kasitau apa yang berlaku dekat guwa sepanjang hari tersebut. Malangnya guwa pun takde tips nak bagi kat siapa2 yang bac blog ni kalau nak tau tips lulus tu. Sebab dia guwa pun masih lagi tak champin pun. Heh.




Jam 8.30 guwa dah sampai dekat tempat memandu, tengok2 dorg dah start briefing dgn pegawai JPJ. So guwa pun dgn steady la baru nak register. Tengok nombor giliran 7. Wow, must be my lucky day.


Ok skip terus masa guwa buat RPK & RSM


..Bersambung

Manga Review No.1: Domestic na Kanojo

So in 2019, I decide that rather than just keep rambling about stuff that other people don't care, I try to possibly ignore all those rants and rampant thoughts in my mind for awhile and try to write something interesting that might be useful for you folks out there.

And so this is it, the Manga Review. Well tbh i don't really don't read that much to be a reviewer, not reached that kind of level yet. But I might write something that was honestly what I thought about the manga's plot, MC, and lessons that I have learned while reading it

For this topic, It was titled in English as Domestic Girlfriend by Kei Sasuga. I found it just recently when the kissanime website just suddenly make this anime becoming top 10 for no reason. Then I decided to read the manga first, without watch the anime.

Oh yeah, sorry but I was kinda too lazy to put the manga image at here. I tell you why later. And for the story line of this manga, I would try my best to put it in a shortest phrase as possible.

The story was about a boy who fell in love with his own homeroom teacher, which was later on will be her new stepsister when their mom and dad decided to get married and live together. To make the story more interesting, the teacher's little sister who was the same age as that boy, well, they just get hooked up earlier in some mixer event. Well i guess you can guess it anyway how the story goes, a stupid love triangle.

I honestly felt disgusted with the MC honestly. The author tried his best to make the MC as interesting as he could, by making the MC was good at writing short stories and his ambition to become a novelist/ author, but boy that's just a plain stupid because you have to admit it that the MC was in reality was really just a fucking high school student who thinks that his love was so might that he can say anything he wants as long as he gets the girl.

Yeah, even though the story line might be good, but I can't say much because the manga was probably intentionally was for the reader with that kind of fetish of incest etc. Beware guys, it might change your opinion about it somehow.  And yeah, the harem plot was also included i think.

Well you can try watch it if you wanted to, because for me I was lose interest the moment that I know how this manga will end eventually. even though the manga was still ongoing.

So that's all for my 2 cents about this manga. Next time I will post about the next manga that I currently reading for now, "Bloom Into You" 

2018 fuck you

And so, I begin my 2019 with;

1. "Fuck you" - to the bitch who broke ma heart

2. "Fuck you" - to all god damn misery that kept following me

3. "Fuck you" - to the that asshole who stole her from me. biggest FUCK YOU to you.

4. "Fuck you" - to all Digimon Links bot user. like seriously. fuck you dude.

And to you. yeah you who read this. you're AWESOME for somewhat you find and read this junk blog. thanks. 

I doubt

I doubt if anyone read this post

A Brief Explanation of What Happened To Me

Alhamdulillah hari ni guwa dah setel dah satu tanggungjawab yang dah 3 bulan guwa pegang dari bulan julai hari tu, iaitu pakai kereta member.

dia punya dugaan tu tak payah citer la, memang macam2 la jadik, guwa malas nak citer sebab panjang sangat tapi sebab guwa dah hantar balik kereta tu tadi so boleh la guwa bukak citer sikit. mengalahkan awek betul kereta ni kalau buat hal. pening kepala guwa

first day pinjam minyak habis tengah jalan, pastu sebulan kemudian kreta mati kat simpang roundabout. kene tolak kreta sejauh 2km, nasib ade member guwa tolong.

pastu masa bawak pergi ipoh kononnya nak pakai gi kerja, first day dah eksiden pulak!


pastu tuuuuutt sebulan kemudian guwa dah berazam nak chow.

start kereta awal pagi masa nak bertolak, kereta buat hal xnak start pulak. melayang lagi ratus2. hanat betol.

kesimpulan nya memang seribu habis kat kereta tu. memang berterima kasih la guwa dekat keretaa tu sebab ajar erti kehidupan yang begitu kejam sekali.

oh ya. guwa kena letak jugak kos2 guwa bawak balik kereta tu dari ipoh ke shah alam then ke melaka

Ipoh to Shah Alam
Minyak RM20, Tol rm26.30

Shah Alam to Simpang Ampat
Minyak Rm20, tol rm23 sumthing la

pastu balik nek ktm daari tampin ke padang jawa Rm14.80


Tammat~

Anugerah Terindah Yang Pernah Kumiliki

Indeed September is always the most fucked up month of the year

Yeap. I endorse it.

2009: Worse haircut, ever!
2010: Broke up, Hurt my head.
2011: Broke up, again
2012; Heart break. mother fuck.
2013: Rejected!
2014: My cat died as I leave my home.
2015: A quiet month
2016: Phone got stolen.
2017: Alone. This one was cool.
2018; Got into car crash. Fuckingn  Hell!

So thats it, 9 years of zack-got-fucked-up-by-his-birthday moment folks.

chow!

September please don't f*cked up again as always!

Just less than I a week I'm gonna start my new job at Ipoh, Perak. Will discuss about it on the next post. Just wanted to say that lately I didn't understand what my desire is; What is life? Happiness? Success?

I don't know if that was necessary in this cruel world by the way. Not feeling depressed though, just a mindful thinking.

Also, being disconnected through a social world makes me feel more secure with my value of life. Probably you wouldn't understand. But ever since that day when I despise those who I love the most, I realized about how many times fly that I've wasted on all those stupid desires.

a total bullshit to be honest.

End.

Post Deleted

Before this, I did not realized it.

That sometimes the thing that I do love and adore the most,

Will became the very thing that I hated,

You just never know it until you know what despair is.

Farewell: (Life is Strange Before The Storm Bonus Episode Review)

And so today, I'm gonna write about my thoughts after playing this game, which the bonus episode was released a couple hours ago. So I download and played it, finished it in an hour. So here's my POV on whats really happening between Max and Chloe.

(SPOILERS ALERT) you better play it first before read it. Or not.

The thing is, when I was playing LIS first season, I was wondering why the fuck Chloe was so upset at certain moment towards Max when they arguing about something. This does quite often happen when I decided not to stand with her (such as side with his Stepdick David about the pot). Chloe say something about "Bailing me again" at Max.

I really meant it. Why the fuck?

And this Blue-dyed girl really makes me mad at the episode when they were breakfast together at Chloe's house, Chloe just randomly shouting at her mom about Max siding with her again like WTF is wrong with you girl?

But then it was all revealed at this very moment. The truth. Of why Chloe Price; the girl that was full of joy has become a sensitive and rebellious teenager. So here's the spoiler for FAREWELL episode:

At the end of the episode, I choose to tell Chloe that Max was going to Seattle in 3 days. She did know about it, and she also was trying her best to distract Max by playing the pirate treasure hunt. When I play this episode I really thought that Chloe had known that William had died in an car accident. But then the fucked up moment comes hitting them hard.

the moment Chloe says that it was okay for them to go separate ways, the cops and her mom arrived, just to tell Chloe about the bad news.

TALK ABOUT THE FUCKED UP MOMENT. They sure to have pick the right moment. No wonder la Chloe was so sad. She was left alone when she needed her friends the most. Especially when Max and her family went right to Seattle, for the very last moment.

That really hit the emotion really hard.

Kalau la aku di tempat dia, tak boleh bayangkan ow macam mana rasa perit dia tu. Siapa tak sedih bhai, kau hilang orang tersayang, lepas tu member kau bergantung takda.

Ego Itu Aku

"Perlukah aku telan ego untuk seseorang yang juga ego sepertiku?"

Soalan senang,
Tetapi rumit bagi akal cetek seperti ku untuk memprosesnya,
Ini bukan soal pengetahuan am seperti rajah di atas,
Ini soal hati,
Yang dahulu engkau pernah kecewakan.

Ku Katakan Dengan Indah

There is no fucking way we'll be together.

Me And You.

People come and go in our life. But..

When did it all go wrong?

2018 remarks

Kesepian. Melanda.

Siapakah yang sudi menghulurkan tangan kepada guwa di saat guwa perlukan pertolongan?

Entahlah.